inside

all my life ive waited to see you again
and all my life i looked into the sky to react.

Gave you everything that I ever was -
when I found that wasnt enough,
I tried to find what you needed.

inside of me,
I found a stranger within,
a stranger that knows me too well,
inside of me,
I found my own hell,
that I will try to erase (for the rest of my life)

Music plays again and again -
notes I think I heard once before.
Sounds like a memory playing itself out...for the last time before us.

Inside of me,
I wonder if Ill return,
or is this the man I will be for the rest of my days.
a stranger to me,
a stranger to you,
Lets just sit and pretend it will all come to change.
Inside of me, I found my own hell,
one I knew I created, a hell I can stand, I know its only me,
as I fall even further again.

waited for you to react - to know if love was forever.
inside of me I can say it all again,
know this was for you -
I would write my life again and sing a new song,
if that could mean - I would know you again.

(I just want to know you again - see inside you once more, and know the colors that you paint
with, to know you again.)

Inside of me, was this all to pretend,
that I could ever know hapiness again?
Ill never forget - the world I once knew,
how could I forget, you wrote it on my soul.

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2:08 AM 12/23/2007